Its only words

I have no photos.
That's not going to be a reason for me to not blog.
Words are more important to me than some nice pics which I love as much as the next person but I'll just have to find something on Google rather than have a photo narrative of my life.

I am always very anxious at this time of the year, Jan-March time. I think it's the New Year, the 12 months looming ahead in which I need to plan as much enjoyment as possible.
I'm never back on an even-keel until I've booked in all my holiday entitlement. Then we need to agree holiday location, get that booked as much as possible. I like to know what I'm doing on our long bank holiday weekends. I need to know what I'm looking forward to.

I have a little diary this year. Its to make me actually plan more events and hobbies into the calendar and DO stuff. Zumba goes in there: yoga, cinema trips, dinner. If I don't do anything on a weekend, I fill in what I did do: complete my first ever cross-stitch; start my jigsaw; went clothes shopping; made a cake.

My little diary and my little blog are my journal of what I do actually do. I have a life. Let's be proud of it and make it something to be proud of.  

In my blog title I call myself lazy. I am. However I am capable of being not lazy. I manage it every day at work. I am now taking an interest in myself and making myself interesting. I was treading water a bit at the end of last year. 
I think I'd told myself that I was saving money for baby-having time/I wouldn't need hobbies as I was saving money/evening weren't so important and I should save up good stuff for weekends/I had to stay in work til 7 every night.

What happens is I'm not waiting for something that is not happening this year or next. Cheapo hobbies at home are good. 5 weeknights can seem a long time to wait for the next weekend and fun thing, don't wait. I do not need to stay in work til 7 every night, I'm not the CFO.

Life is short and every day is ours to do with it a little or alot. I still have lazy days of course, but the lazy/lively balance is better.

Sunny xx