moody

I've driven myself to distraction today. Its because I got bored. Its the fact that we're raring to go. My 1 hour 20 min commute is giving me too much time to think even with radio 2 on. Perhaps its because I miss Chris Evans. I do love Sara Cox but at that time in the morning you need a pro. Hopefully he's back on tomorrow.

M&M world London.No PB M&Ms in view so no purchase!

Can't believe I'm moaning when there's only 2 commutes to go. I'm making myself wilfully unemployed from Friday! I'm glad to be leaving the job but of course would get something else lined up before handing in my notice in a non-moving abroad scenario. But really I'm fine: Must go with the flow and embrace the adventure - remember!

Winter wonderland hyde park. Not the same in daylight but much quieter

Anyway, got myself in a mard about the fact that I am still not engaged despite being boyf and girlf for 6 years. I was annoyed that I got upset about it and I don't know why it popped into my head from apart from the monotony of the m62 at 7.15am making me crazy.

Entrance hall of the IWM.

Kind of snapped myself out of it at work. Spent the day (between tasks that I'm trying to hand over) looking at random suburbs or areas of Australia that I'd heard mention on blogs (even in Perth where we are not even looking to settle); looking at realestate.com.au, facebook, linked in, back to facebook, then ikea to see if I want the dark wood malm again, then at flights to Brisbane at Easter to visit boyfriend's friends, then back to linkedin, then sunglasses hut, then scaring myself that I don't have a job so cannot buy sunglasses/flights/ikea furniture. And breathe.

On the way home upset myself again about the stupid engagement thing. What a wally. Do you know what got it out of my system?? A friend posted a video of a girl doing some yoga. she was in dog down, then she did a headstand, then she did what was like a press-up/plank hold without her feet on the floor. Her strength was inspiring and made me realise that I'm a tit. I won't propose to anyone, my boyfriend loves me and we are happy. Focus on doing some sweet yoga stuff not that fact I don't have my left hand ring bling.

WWI recruitment posters in the IWM. I found the WWI section very touching.

I do want to get married so we have the same surname when we have kidoodles and I want a fun wedding party with boogieing involved. I don't want to be an old hag walking down the aisle and I would ideally not like to have my own kids there. Sigh. 

In happier news, have about 120 albums on the hard drive to take with us. Woop! 
Have mostly sorted out my clothes and still had space to take 10 pairs of shoes. Woop again!

Be kind and don't think!
Sunny x


The blog has been interspersed with photos from our London weekend before Xmas to break up the dirge.